Grey day go away.

Yup that's a nasty bruise on my knee... Hmm where from? Well roller skating, I told you it was some intense skating. I haven't been able to put a lot of pressure on it, but slowly and surly it's beginning to heal.

Today has been such a hard day for me. I haven't felt this stressed out in what feels like forever. From the moment I woke up everything was going wrong... I was supposed to deliver a speech in my speech class today, and print out my outline for it, and mr.printer didn't want to work this morning. I ended up driving to any local printer shop around my house (seems that no one wants to open before 8:30). Since my class starts at 8, I just decided to head to school and hope I could use something there... Of course same thing nothing is open till 8:30. Yup ... At this moment I was panicking. Luckily in class I left and printed my paper out with the help if a lovely gentlemen who paid $.30 for my work (long story). When I got back to class I discovered my teacher called my name to give my speech but I wasn't in class. She then called me up next, and of course at that moment when I was standing up there all alone, knowing that no one in the class knows what I just went trough, I completely forgot my speech, I can't even remember what I told the class to be frank. Ahh I just wanted to curl up in a ball and shrivel up.

My next class was math, and of course I left my pencil in my car so I had to run back and grab it from the car. Then in the middle of my lesson it stopped working, I tried to fix it and had dust of lead burst out of the tip once I unscrewed it (oh and note to self i should never wipe it off with my hand because that stuff smears everywhere). So then I tried to erase all of the pencil smears off of the desk..... And when things couldn't get worse, my eraser goes flying across the room no where to be found. By this time I was ready to burst into tears, but I figured that wouldn't solve anything.

Lack of sleep just made matters worse and I almost fell asleep in class; I came home and slept for a good four hours. I'm hoping that's all that I needed because I'm not ready to go through another day like that. Never. I'm just glad it's all over. And that smile on my face was defiantly a forced one. Sometimes you just have to smile and remind yourself that everything is ok.

I mean I was stressed out over a paper and pencil. Now that I think about it, that's completely ridiculous. Life is too short to waste days with stress and anger. Be happy. Even when everything seems to go wrong.