It's been too long//

I believe In a lot of things... 

I believe in fate, I believe in love, I believe in finding oneself through trials and tribulations. I believe in adventure, and living your life to the most extreme. I believe in dreaming big and accepting that anything is possible. I believe in God and I believe in miracles. I believe that we are our worst critics and I believe that everything happens for a reason. I believe that happiness doesn't always come easy and I believe that life can sometimes be hard, but we weren't made to get through it alone. I believe in change & that loving one another is important. I believe that crying is healthy & pain will come and go. I believe that words really do hurt, but its God that can only judge us. I believe that we can inspire and mold one another. I believe that we can choose our destiny and that destiny doesn't just choose us. 

after all I'm only human.

I am always taking on projects more than I can handle... Sometimes I don't even think I just do. Is that such a bad thing? Sometimes I am happy with the choices I make and other times.... Well not so much. I guess I just like to keep myself busy and don't believe in the impossible. I know their may only be 24 hours in a day, and I feel like lately I have been using all 24 hours of my day to get everything done. It's hard not to get overwhelmed, I feel like I am always complaining and fighting myself with feeling like I don't have enough time or strength to do things. But I have realized that if you just push yourself you will see that you are a much stronger person than you think you are. Sometimes it just takes that first push or step, which is always the hardest thing to do. But I'm glad that overall I can look back and think.. Wow I'm growing up every single day, weather learning the hat or easy way. I'm learning.

Easter.

Easter this year was a tad bit different. I volunteered at a flashlight Easter egg hunt in my community which was a first time for me doing it in the dark. But loads of fun. I love to see how excited all the young ones are when they leap their way trying to grab as many eggs as they can (I spotted a little girl shoving eggs in her boots). These kids are smart they know what to do when their baskets are full. I love being able to feel like a kid again by helping and participating in events such as these.

lately.

Here are just some photos lately from when my family was visiting.

all 4 gone.

I have been extremely out of the loop with my blog. With finals, family coming down, appointments, spring cleaning, work, and studying I feel like my brain is telling me... I need a break. On top of everything I had my wisdom teeth removed. It wasn't the most pleasant experience, I did shed some tears on the first day from all the anesthesia and not being able to feel my face nearly scared me half to death. But the funny thing is that when u woke up after my surgery my brother mentioned that I wouldn't stop laughing... I have no recollection of that but I have no idea why I thought everything was so funny. It wasn't as bad as I expected, I really thought it would be worse. But because my sweet boyfriend help me get my mind off things he came over and surprised me with flowers, jars of baby food, and of course sudoku (ohh he's good). He took me to the movies a few days later since I had no strength to do much but we were actually able to finally go on a date which felt so wonderful. I'm feeling much better now and trying to get my energy back, but it's all a work and progress.

As one.

My lovely cousin and one of my friends just got married, as they shared their vows and began their life together it was so wonderful to be apart of their celebration. I cannot even describe how breath taking it was to see them look into one another's eyes with so much love and passion. Weddings are simply my favorite. I love to see two people captivated by ones presence celebrating the one day that matters most to them. I think it's one of the most beautiful things that God has allowed us to see and experience. It's phenomenal to know that Gods love is like that but so much more stronger and powerful. I feel truly grateful.

Mama V and baby B.

Why do they grow so fast? I cannot believe B is already 13 months... It's mind boggling. He has stolen my heart no joke. I cannot get enough of his cute smile, and wiggly laughter. I never knew how something so small can be the most important factor in someone's life. My sister Vitalya is one great mother! I have never met one like her but seriously she is one of a kind. I tell her everyday, "when I am going to be a mother one day I'm going to be coming to you with all of my questions." She seriously amazes me every time I see her love for her little boy! My oh my, literally I can say she is the best mother out there! And she deserves to hear it everyday!

Favorite.

Have I mentioned I'm obsessed with whole-foods? I have to go there at least once a week to satisfy my cravings. They always have the best choices and most delicious food! Eek I can't wait already for my next trip... What shall I try next?

Little loves for this month.

March madness

PB2
Praying
Unplanned dates
Building up my faith
Appointments
Adrenaline for procrastination
Waking up with music by my side
Warm socks
Coffee coffee coffee &
Trader Joes

I love.

Whole foods
Stripes
Mom and daughter dates
Apricot Apple sauce
Coffee
Daydreaming

Preparation.

Some little things you should know about me. I have been recently diagnosed with a very bad illness, is coffeeobsesia. Yes, it has become my best friend; I just received my gold card from Starbucks in the mail and I don't think this is going to help me with my problem very much! Oh well I'm just going to have to enjoy this phase while it lasts I guess. I spent my evening after a long, might I add very long day of work wrapping up valentines gifts for my darling. I cannot wait to see the look on his face, he is just going love all of these knick knacks I got him. It was just too much fun picking out the perfect things or him. I can't tell you how much I enjoy seeing that cute smile on his face light up when he gets something unexpected. I just cannot wait until tomorrow!!

Sister circle.

Life can be easy somedays and hard on others. We personally have moments in our lives where we think we have everything under control. But keeping everything bottled up can really break you. I urge everyone to turn to someone or something when they feel like they are in a period of their lives where they just need something more than what is in their control. First I would tell you to seek God and find your answers through him; he is willing to help you with any problem you may have and under any circumstance. Two nights a week I go to a woman's group at my church which really helps me relate and cope with everyday battles that I might have; it's a blessing to know that these ladies can give me advice or even share their own experiences with me to nourish and guide me through my tough situations. It is like having sisters of all ages, both wise and strong always there for you (which is just what I need, since currently I'm sister-less). You can never have enough love!